sometimes i just dont know what i want. really, its like now, i dont know what i want. i dont know why i created this blog in the first place. i want my ludicrous-illusion, but i want sugarsugar too. i didnt want all those past posts@ludicrous-illusion, but i cant bare to delete them, i just cant bare to delete that blog, no, no, never! so now i'm like here, blogging and also keeping the other one. somehow i dont think its a very good thing. &gawd, now i dont know what to blog about. oh, how great.
